Deadlines

I'm feeling the pressure of a 5 Jan deadline bearing down, and the futility of knowing it's too little time, too late in the year, with too many people on vacation to make any real improvement on our situation.

There's a plethora of feelings that go along with this, but mostly a tremendous sadness. I'd be angry if there was any good place to put the blame, but there's not. Some endeavours are destined for failure, it seems. Above all, it is what it is and we're beyond the point where I can change that outcome.

Gonna be anti-social until this one settles out. It's a lot of stress, a lot of meetings and a lot of apologies, unless someone pulls a magic trick out of their hat and turns this all around.

:(

Don't look at me. I'm all out of magic for the month.